3.31.2005

metropolis



everyone ought to see this movie.

3.28.2005

finally

it's about time that the weather has caught up with the date.

lately, i've had feelings of longing for a past me. yesterday, i kind of re-lived myself, if that makes any sense - and i loved it, it just felt really good. the only way i can describe it is my california condition. the time i spent in southern california (south pasadena) in paticular just made me so happy. i used to always walk or ride my bike to this old-timey soda fountain,



and i was relaxed, and i would stop and just lay in the park on my way back. i would wear my fleece and flip-flops, and my hair would be long and flowing, i love when i am like that - i want to be like that all the time.

this situation is similar to something that happened last week. i was driving thru my home town, you know what it is, and i suddenly was overwhelmed with feelings of homesickness. even though i have not moved away yet, i felt extreme feelings of missing my home, and driving through my home town, especially when i think of walking everywhere in san francisco. not that i don't want to move away, but, parts will be sad. and i was listening to stairway to heaven when they say "There’s a feeling I get When I look to the west, And my spirit is crying for leaving", and i started to cry. thus is life.

3.03.2005

fluffy hair

i love when you just dry your hair, and it is super fluffly. i know this sounds ridiculous, but i'm exhausted, so it's okay.

i have so many things that i want to do with my life. right now it looks like i may go to school for design (labeling, the look of products, but not advertising, and i don't want to design washers and dryers either), and art history with an emphasis on modern art. i really want to design clothes as well, but i think i can do that without going to school for it. maybe they won't be the most cutting edge, but they'll be nice and beautiful and hip. i can't wait until maybe spring break (Lord knows i don't have anything else to do) when i can design an outfit like this.



i'm asking a favor of all of my knitter friends - can i have your scraps of yarn, please? i don't care how small and useless you think they are, i would love to have them. i just want to make stuff, skirts, scarves, and a boob tube. i do not want to write anymore papers. sucks to your asthmar. sucks to your papers ms. syzmanski, ms. kumamoto, and mr. richter.