everyone ought to see this movie.
3.31.2005
3.28.2005
finally
it's about time that the weather has caught up with the date.
lately, i've had feelings of longing for a past me. yesterday, i kind of re-lived myself, if that makes any sense - and i loved it, it just felt really good. the only way i can describe it is my california condition. the time i spent in southern california (south pasadena) in paticular just made me so happy. i used to always walk or ride my bike to this old-timey soda fountain,
and i was relaxed, and i would stop and just lay in the park on my way back. i would wear my fleece and flip-flops, and my hair would be long and flowing, i love when i am like that - i want to be like that all the time.
this situation is similar to something that happened last week. i was driving thru my home town, you know what it is, and i suddenly was overwhelmed with feelings of homesickness. even though i have not moved away yet, i felt extreme feelings of missing my home, and driving through my home town, especially when i think of walking everywhere in san francisco. not that i don't want to move away, but, parts will be sad. and i was listening to stairway to heaven when they say "There’s a feeling I get When I look to the west, And my spirit is crying for leaving", and i started to cry. thus is life.
lately, i've had feelings of longing for a past me. yesterday, i kind of re-lived myself, if that makes any sense - and i loved it, it just felt really good. the only way i can describe it is my california condition. the time i spent in southern california (south pasadena) in paticular just made me so happy. i used to always walk or ride my bike to this old-timey soda fountain,
and i was relaxed, and i would stop and just lay in the park on my way back. i would wear my fleece and flip-flops, and my hair would be long and flowing, i love when i am like that - i want to be like that all the time.
this situation is similar to something that happened last week. i was driving thru my home town, you know what it is, and i suddenly was overwhelmed with feelings of homesickness. even though i have not moved away yet, i felt extreme feelings of missing my home, and driving through my home town, especially when i think of walking everywhere in san francisco. not that i don't want to move away, but, parts will be sad. and i was listening to stairway to heaven when they say "There’s a feeling I get When I look to the west, And my spirit is crying for leaving", and i started to cry. thus is life.
3.03.2005
fluffy hair
i love when you just dry your hair, and it is super fluffly. i know this sounds ridiculous, but i'm exhausted, so it's okay.
i have so many things that i want to do with my life. right now it looks like i may go to school for design (labeling, the look of products, but not advertising, and i don't want to design washers and dryers either), and art history with an emphasis on modern art. i really want to design clothes as well, but i think i can do that without going to school for it. maybe they won't be the most cutting edge, but they'll be nice and beautiful and hip. i can't wait until maybe spring break (Lord knows i don't have anything else to do) when i can design an outfit like this.
i'm asking a favor of all of my knitter friends - can i have your scraps of yarn, please? i don't care how small and useless you think they are, i would love to have them. i just want to make stuff, skirts, scarves, and a boob tube. i do not want to write anymore papers. sucks to your asthmar. sucks to your papers ms. syzmanski, ms. kumamoto, and mr. richter.
i have so many things that i want to do with my life. right now it looks like i may go to school for design (labeling, the look of products, but not advertising, and i don't want to design washers and dryers either), and art history with an emphasis on modern art. i really want to design clothes as well, but i think i can do that without going to school for it. maybe they won't be the most cutting edge, but they'll be nice and beautiful and hip. i can't wait until maybe spring break (Lord knows i don't have anything else to do) when i can design an outfit like this.
i'm asking a favor of all of my knitter friends - can i have your scraps of yarn, please? i don't care how small and useless you think they are, i would love to have them. i just want to make stuff, skirts, scarves, and a boob tube. i do not want to write anymore papers. sucks to your asthmar. sucks to your papers ms. syzmanski, ms. kumamoto, and mr. richter.
2.19.2005
neverland
i wish neverland was real.
the movie finding neverland was most likely my favorite movie of the year, even over the life aquatic, sorry wes. i like garden state as much as neverland, but those two are the top. finding neverland is just so magical, and the acting is great, and little michael is adorable. this movie urges me to work with children, i'm now thinking of being a children's psychologist.
the movie finding neverland was most likely my favorite movie of the year, even over the life aquatic, sorry wes. i like garden state as much as neverland, but those two are the top. finding neverland is just so magical, and the acting is great, and little michael is adorable. this movie urges me to work with children, i'm now thinking of being a children's psychologist.
2.06.2005
getting it together
lately, i just have not been able to get it together. i don't know what's really the matter with me, i used to be pretty on top of things. i guess this whole transition into adulthood thing just isn't as smooth as i would have hoped. it doesn't help that i've been sick for about a month now, which is purely ridiculous in itself. i just feel that all of the loose ends of my life, instead of tying themselves together are fraying rapidly...
i take solace in thinking of my and nate's future marriage. i get so excited thinking of what my dress will look like, where the reception will be, and making the invitations by hand. i know that this is not the point of the wedding, but the details are all really exciting to think about.
i take solace in thinking of my and nate's future marriage. i get so excited thinking of what my dress will look like, where the reception will be, and making the invitations by hand. i know that this is not the point of the wedding, but the details are all really exciting to think about.
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