cold

today was a beautifully cold day. i'm inside now, but my toes are still really cold. i hate that. i can't wait to live in a place of my own choosing. i guess i could now, but it's kind of difficult right now - you guys know why.

right now i'm feeling very sick of always feeling sick of being busy and tired and stressed out about school. i simply want to enjoy life.

i'm sick of everyone's incompetencies, including my own.

this makes me happy. i used to walk down columbus everyday in the early morning on the way to and from nate's work at the ferry building. i always felt very old. on my way home i would often call home and check up on everyone. anyway, i love this road.